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I have a feeling half of you are going to think less of me...but...I don't want to talk about yesterday...I wasn't thinking of anyone...I'm only thinking of myself...I'm the exact oppiste of what most of you see me as...I'm not the same girl I was nearly 2 years ago when I came here...after I became popular here...I kinda let it get to my head...I acted like a demonic female Justin Bieber form of myself...
...I have a darker side to myself...I don't have a personality disorder...I don't even know if I have any mental illnesses or anything at all....anyways...I'm kinda like Jekyll and Hyde now...I just want it to stop...They said to express my inner demon that was locked away inside...but...I let go too far....
...I'm sorry...:bademoticon: ....But I already know saying "sorry" isn't gonna do me any good anymore....
...I have a darker side to myself...I don't have a personality disorder...I don't even know if I have any mental illnesses or anything at all....anyways...I'm kinda like Jekyll and Hyde now...I just want it to stop...They said to express my inner demon that was locked away inside...but...I let go too far....
...I'm sorry...:bademoticon: ....But I already know saying "sorry" isn't gonna do me any good anymore....
Another Hiatus [For Real This Time...Hopefully]
Alright, y'all know the drill and you guys read the title and are tuning in to read what I have to say, well, here we go! To make a long story short, I've had taken multiple hiatuses before and would log in to check up on my socials from time to time but as of recent, I haven't really followed through with most of the hiatuses I've said I'd take. It could be a lotta reasons as to why that is; I get distracted easily, I'm warding off my depression and trying to be more social on all my platforms, wanting a bit of positive attention via my art and stories to share with others, etc. Can't really say, but the main reason is because of being easy to distract and because I've been so use to getting home and logging onto DA, FA, Twitter, and any and all social media sites to check on on my friends and those who I follow to see how they're doing that day to see if they're doing good, having a good day so far, etc. But this time I'm getting serious about this one. Long story short
New Year's Updates!
Hello, everyone and happy new year! So...it's 2024 now, so...time for some updates! So, I just want to let everyone know that I'm probably gonna be taking a break from social media again and hopefully gonna stick to it to work on a bunch of projects that DESPERATELY need my attention. But, I'll get back to posting as soon as I'm done and I may or may not be on and offline from time to time. If you want a commission, a slot for one of my YCHs, or are interested in purchasing an adoptable of mine hit me up in the DM's and I'll get to you as soon as I possibly can! Updates regarding my Helluva Boss AU...well, if you follow me on AO3, still working my hardest on the finale and currently working on chapter 5 rn as we speak and plan to have at least 6 chapters in that story. I had planned for it to be done by the end of 2023, but...life got in the way. Also, trying to catch up on season 2 and trying my hardest not to copy off of @LadyAnaconda's Helluva Dad or @LittleDragonLioness's
Happy Spooky Month! [Updates]
It's October 1st, you know what that means; SPOOPY SCARY SKELETONS SEND SHIVERS DOWN OUR SPINES! Spooky goofiness aside, I imagine y'all are wondering where I've been and what I've been doing. And I'm glad you're wondering that! If you weren't, too bad, telling ya anyways. Going in order, gonna go through the updates as such. Life updates, social media updates, and what's in store for the future. Life Updates: So...my IRL life has been stressful and chaotic. Especially with work since the holidays are coming up. Also, my health has been up and down lately which also affected my creative inspiration and motivation. Not just my mental health, but also my physical health as well. Trying to be more active via exercising and picking healthier meals, such as that. But because of that, the move, and not finding certain pin-pointed times of the day to find a good schedule for a work-out or time to do art, videos, or any creativity and it's affected my mental health and de-motived me, ALOT.
Hello. :3
So...how y'all doin'? Good? I've been kinda up and down, especially as of late. Trying or attempting to try to focus on YT projects, art stuff, trying to be more active and getting my life together, moving into a new apartment, IRL stuff, a multitude of PC problems, etc. I have been getting back into posting art again, though a majority of it was posted prior on my Patreon page or my Ko-fi page as well; but my part-time job as been kicking my butt and I wanna get back into the groove of things involving my art and other projects. So, I am going to be continuing this hiatus but wanted to let y'all know how I've been doing. I've actually been doing okay for the most part, just been lacking in inspiration and motivation, trying to get those two things back into me, thankfully am slowly, but surely getting it back now! Will hopefully be able to post art again real soon and you will see more from lil' old me in the future!~ Also, I do have a Patreon and Ko-fi up for business (FOR THE
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I forgive you Caitlin, I don't hate you 