Reasons Why I Won't Be So Active or Cheerful

Oct 17, 20156 min read

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Published: Oct 17, 2015

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As you all know, my grandfather died about two years ago. The pain still lingers and I've been thinking negatively ever since then and have gained twice as much stress as last year from it since. But after yesterday, I'm finally going to get the help and theorpy I need. Drawing and writing and music and all that stuff helps and all, but I probably need more than that. My dad told me that it's alright if I got theorpy. He even told me that one of my granddad's last words before his death was "Son...remember. Life is for the living." I may or may not know what that means. But, I think it means that you need to live your life before you die and to keep pushing through. Heh, I've made it this far and I'm going to keep pushing on forward. I have to do this guys. I'm not going to die or anything bad, I'm getting theorpy and I'm going to be alright. I hope.

I still have my other reasons for being offline right here, incase you guys need a major reminder.

School work, house work, and anything that doesn't have to do with projects on DA, YT, etc

I'll be working on some speed drawings, artwork, stories, etc.

I'll be filming/scripting seirse(s) for both of my YT channels (RioluPuppy and LucarioKitty)

I have some requests I need to finish for

, and other projects requested by others as listed.

I have some other hobbies and intrests I would like to do outside of the inernet world and will be doing said hobbies and intrests

I want to take some breaks from the internent, laptop, and social media sites before my mind goes into a warp of all things involoving insanity and before my emotional attacks rise again along with my inner demons

And I have some ideas for the future too, and these future projects are the following:

Silenced Souls 2: Shadows Within (Squeal to Silenced Souls involving insperation by Persona 4)

Five Nights At Baby Freddy's (inspired by KudleyFan93's FNAF Fanfiction-Baby Boom)

Lucid's Revenge (as you saw from the sneak peek coverart for the fanfic and inspired by the Batman video game; Harely Quinn's Revenge and a semi-sequeal/mini-prequel to Daddy's Girl and Momma's Girl)

Night*Star The Comic (inspired by

's Random Doom,

's TEAPO,

's It Started With a Boom, and the Pokemon games and anime)

Poke-Rugrats (a comic inspired by the Rugrats cartoons)

Silent Asperia (a story involving a bunch of furries and inspired by horror stories)

Isania High (a story inspired by a bunch of cliched high school movies, books, and sic-coms)

Baby*Star Stories and comics (if none of you have figured it out by now or need a refreshment in your memory, the Baby*Star seirse involves the younger children in the Night*Star seirse)

Holiday chapter stories (random chapter stories involving different holidays and will be MUCH better than the short stories I wrote in the past)

Random Doom fanfiction and fanart (because it's been a while since I've done any fandom random doom related for

)

Unfinished stories and projects (because they need to be done)

Figure out what to do with some new future upcoming projects in the future

And that's all I wanted you guys to know. If any of you would like a commission, request, art-trade, collab, etc. please let me know in the comments. I'll leave a link to my commission info: Comissions Are Opened

If you guys would like any requests (or any art thing at all) please notify me in the comments or send me a note and I will see what I can do. Because I REALLY NEED SOME RIGHT NOW! It's raining here where I live and the rain has drained me from everything! I really need some guys. Please?

CaitlinTheLucario signing out, PEACE! Peace